::Sweet Aesthetics - Forgivable {A Writer's Love Affair Pt. 3}::

((((First and foremost, Thank you Dominnica, for part one.....))))


=Forgivable=

Please don't apologize
for your creative delays
Or explanations and play by plays
About why you stayed away
Regardless of your life travels
I shall forever remain
That needle
to your vein
that injects imaginative thoughts into your brain

For you,
I was the foundation
For you to build upon
And become
an extension of your
ever growing palatte of
Life's intricate song
I was there to
carry you when
no other hands could bear the load
And
those late nights
When the tears would not suffice
In the midst of my lines,
your soul
I would hold

You were ever so inclined to
illustrate with words
An architectual design of
past emotions, present pains
and
happiness to come

When your analytical thought proecesses
Interfere with your inventive deliberations
I'll be your north star to guide you
so your mind never further digresses

I've proven to you
my devotion
time after time
gave you
line after line
when your ink's flow
began to get low
I embedded in you
my spirit so you could,
without pen,
poetically shine

I am the format for your
testaments, memoirs, and confessions
Sworn to secrecy
Left to decipher your integral workings
Like egyptian hieroglyphs
I am your lifelong manuscrpit
The
indefinite definition of adoration
in it's truest gift
1st Corinthians 13
Verses 4th and 5th
Not in the name of our union,
but in love's defense

Patiently awaited your return
never jealous as life's lessons you continued to learn
and
discern
from false commintments and
selfish tendencies of man
To whom,
In times of artistic confusion,
you ran
Instead of putting your sorrows in my hand
you went astray to foreign land
Yet,
I am not present today to recount your infedelities
I'm here to welcome you back home
and extend everlasting comfort and dedication
in your time of need

I never left you
I kept the same lock on the door and stayed true
To the promise I made
in His name
When you picked up the pen
and said
"I Do"

My rhymes,
you have and you hold
And even after death,
we shall never part
Through me,
your legacy will prevail and stand bold
Where my stanzas end,
Your inner creative has due permission to start

I let your
Linguistics speak now
And may you never hold your peace
unless at the will of your own written masterpiece
I'll piece together those empty holes
that you surrender to your own
intuitive defeat

As long as you stay committed
While these vows we renew
The diligent pursuit of my affection
will entail happiness for you

within me,
you found you
I was the hint when you needed a clue
And when your nightmares habituate your thoughts,
I am your dream come true

Please don't go searching
for what was never lost

We go hand and hand
Pen to paper, brain to man

And we shall conquer all, no matter what the cost

© C.Renee